HAPPY 18TH MONTHSARY :)

The first time my eyes met yours, I felt the jitters. It was like butterflies in my stomach. I still feel that sometimes. That is such a tremendous feeling and it always lets me know that I love you very much.Our best days are still ahead of us. There is so much to be done. So many places all over the world that I want to see with you. So many songs that I want to dance with you. You bring so much of happiness to me.Loving you was the best decision of my life. Standing by me is a decision you will never regret.You are so precious to me...my love.
There are so many people who are trying to find love but I'm so lucky to have found you. There are so many people who have riches in their life and still have to go to sleep loveless. I am so blessed!

- i want to greet you happy 18th monthsary daddy ko. we've been together for almost 2 years love  (daddy) :* i love you so much. i would never ever stop loving you daddy. you make my whole world so great :) you make me happy, laugh, sad, mad everything is awesome when im with you :) im so proud to have you even if the world collides :) i treasure you with all my heart :) you are my inspiration in everything i do :) your an awesome to love with so awesome that im willing to die just being with you :)

hope you would still love me for who i am. you wont stop loving me until the end. please stay with me forever even if it kills you inside especially my attitude :( im sorry if i always make you feel so sad and always make you cry. but im really thankful to have you in my life. i love you so much :* please stays the same because your too much precious to me to be left behind.. :(


LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE :* I LOVE YOU BASRTOT KO :* 

awesome faces :)

 kahit na pangit ako sana magugustuhan at mamahalin mo parin ako :(

sana di lang mukha ang minahal mo pati na rin sana ugali ko :(

kahit ganito man itsura ko sana mahalin mo parin ako, kahit PANGET ako.

mahal kita kahit ganyan ka sana ako din mahal mo parin ako kahit ganito ako :(

alam kung paulit ulit kotong sasabihin pero sana u would love me even if my face is like this :(

i enjoy being with this young man here beside me. he always ask question that are so hard to answer even the older ones :) i love this kiddo here :) #charles niarchos tabay <3

his already 5 months from now. his getting bigger, taller, fatter and older. now? i need to reminisce every part of his childhood. spend time with him is the best thing to do. i love nico so much :* i love my baby boy here the one im carrying with. :)

i just love myself. lol. just kidding :) i just love myself for being who i really am.

KAHIT NA

kahit na mahal parin kita, kahit ganyan ka.. i really dont care as long as you are b my side, as long as you love me more than yourself as long as you care bout me is fine. I love you @libar bargamento :*
hahahaa.. gi dedicate ni ni tania para nmo daddy :p hahhahaa :D

LET’S HEAR WHAT’S ON YOUR MIND

 Sometimes I’m scared be alone.  Without my friends or family I’m lost. I’m nothing without them. My life is purposeless. No meaning. No significance at all. Actually I can describe this in 3 letters In 1 word. USELESS! Yeat? s! Without them I’m useless! It’s true! What? You doubt thPlease don’t!

 

 My friends are my happiness. Yes! You’re right, MY HAPPINESS! I can show myself to them, who I really am. Sometimes I don’t have to pretend when I’m with them.

 

My life is my friends. My life is my family. My life is my happiness. Thanks to my parents. I’m grateful to have them. I’m Grateful for being born this way. Grateful to experience what life can be. Sometimes I wish I was alone, lifeless. In other words, I’m sinful! Yes! I am! Do you know why? I did some things that can make my parents mad, regretting them that I live! Yes! I did it! I did it again and again! Look at me. I’m nothing but thanks to my one and only, his there to hear me out if I’m sad, to be there when I fall. 

Family is full of shit! They are all plastic! May paman ang dli nako parents kay ganhan makahuman ko. Kabaw kung sayop ko pero nganong sakit man kayo. Tanan man guro ako man nabuhat para nila. Bisag dugay nato nga panahon wala ko ka expect sila diay tanan ganhan nga di nako pa skwelahon. Sakita jud ei. Di nako ganhan maka feel sa sakit. I wonder when pero I want to end these tears, this pain. I feel the pain burning in my heart. Something tells me just end it. They were my family. Sakit  jud. Sakit jud paminawon ang kamatuoran..  I wish I could stop this pain. I wish I could go back through time. I wish I could change my past. I wish I’ve never been born. I wish I never lie. THEY REALLY HATE ME FOR WHAT I DID. 

7 years of friendship but still exists :)

friendship finds a way to communicate with you even if you are far away from each other. things got better and things got messy when you are with them. so? i suggest just be with them, in the first place you dont have a choice but to be with them. :)

they are my hopes and dreams that need to be cherish, taking care of and lastly, a drug that cant be out of your system even if you wanted to. :)

this is the first time that we are actually complete. i might be busy all the time but deep in my mind- I'm always thinking about them. they are my family, my friends, best friends, barkadas, my lovers? just kidding. ;0




they are my tears and my smiles....
without them i could die.
i easily get upset but in times i need them the most: they are actually there to be with you even if you are to noisy to listen too, to OA to hear and to weak for them to see. 

deep in my heart i always love them even if we are too different from each other. they are half of my inspiration too finish my studies just in case. :)

 

MY FRIENDS WHO NEVER LET ME DOWN AND FRIENDS WHO NEVER FAIL TO MAKE ME SMILE :)

 

I DEDICATE THIS TO MY FRIEND- Daleura bacalso, Maicah demoral, Sharmaine chi, Caitleen dagatan, Jaeya algarme, stephanie castueras, Feonah pecaoco and Ailea capoy.. :)

friends over family :)

 friends? friends never fail to make me smile whenever I'm alone. they make me feel special. sometimes they make me cry, mad or sad but still they love me for who i am. sometimes i maybe a bad girl but when i'm with them? i feel so great, some people tell me that i dont have to influence myself with them because they are a bad example, but when I'm with them? I'm me!!! I'm free!! I'm FREE!

sometimes i want to be alone, but whenever they are around? gosh! i always want to be with them. hahaha
i want to prove myself that I'm great being with them. they are my family, my friends, my hope, my sin, and the love of my life.they never make feel im different because when I'm with them? i can tell that i am a great person, a friend, and a family...
THEY ARE MY COURAGE,STRENGTH, AND HOPE...
that's why i love them so deeply :*

CONSCIENCE!!!

                                                                CONSCIENCE

I wept. I cried so hard. but this tears cant bring back my sister to life. my being brought here by my conscience. i wanna ask forgiveness, but? can she still hear me?

oh HEART! forgive me for what I've done. Please bring peace to mind.

she was my only sister.

since our childhood, i always believe that i was the favorite of my our dad.